I have a god to “give, O lord, I am in disconnect” … to.
I have a doctor if my throat tight as all-hell from HAE trachael closure.
What I ought to say I fear lacking is a best-est friend. My wife has been.
Due to internet, illness of BOTH of us and abjecy social closed loophoops and monetary poverty AND giving-up feelings… I realise what is important in life.
If I am truly feel free, why am I not “freeing” myself?
Crying, is the pain worse? Better?
Do I hold a grudge with the sun goes down?
Well maybe. I am about to go to store at 2:15am… not for beer or “philantropying”…
Maybe to TALK…
Or for company to talk, lads.
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Babies do not just have illnesses that require love. And I won’t call “Momma.”
I feel lonely hearted.
I am sick.
Need cough drop… Ludens, Ricola, Fisermans Friend.
Who befriends ME?