“I was supposed…

“I was supposed to be at a pain clinic 3 days ago.
Instead, I get woken every hot hour to remind me I need to zleep. Madness. I hate Christmas…

Our dad died on Christmas. Not I zm not “cool” on DEC 23rd.

And its debated.

That is my gd LIFE.
I HATE this…
And trying to shop for Christ… mas?
I had numbness
In my jaw
But I am furious
Why age 4Os health matters…
But my chest hurts
I have no defend
Xcept Spirit…
And that is God
Who can throw you

Thanks for 0.0,
All the turkeys…
Thanksgiving bratting
Is so limb…
And its 10am and I MUST NOT complain
But forget

I feel so alone
I waited at the jewelry counter 30 minutes yesterday
In my wheelchair
I guess “wiseguys” get mirth
Frankenstein and mold.

I have more reasons to cry on Dec 23…
Christmas will be the 11th anniversary of WATCHING MY FATHER die of pneumonia

Obviously dignity for those who have to be born in BARNS that smell like cow shit is mine!
Apparently I am cursed??- NO!!
Politicly tough and divine

Christ is with the author
I am no one
I will be
And not
Beat up…

I scorn this holiday shame
I am alone in sorroe
Does anyone owe me?
I cannot even pray
I am so mad
My remembrance of Dad
Is ruined
Family gossips about my wife

I usually have nice things to say
From the visera of my bod
I despise my life
And defer to Jesus and his God

Commercial Christmas
Can kiss it
Is shit

But I hope in God
Barely hanging on


Z-17 Bomber!!

If your life

Scream at you

E ven crotch stand

Come b4

OKAYNIN at least be bomb strait


Climsy Fu

Pully flim sock fority-err.. no


As for knowing an older woman’s fantasy

Do they not know that “highers” somd of them!

Zaphanathpaneah 17 purely is used

That sucks

How many?

Agent 99

     For $89…… I can upgrade my acct.

No one in my family helps. I have high cholesterol. I want to die, because I get witched at until Im getting a numb jaw.


Then I come home and repeat.



Want extra colors to your report?





Im mad

Xmas is entitlement time

Ive no kids

Niece and nephews bad mouth us… but wants tv and giftfrom us. Too BAD… SO SAD. BRATS.


Dear Abby had a Grandma give up

Because of THANKLESSNESS 25 years ago




Ditto, ditto



No… NOTHING but scraps.






Little tyrannts


You blew it

Yelling at yo momma?

I never




Merry xmas, brat pack


(I hope they wise up

 I cannot stand the

Entitled generation.




|š| simply tru….


Wonder Minder

For those in search of the wonder of modern civilization and its existance?-


        Its the woman… who has to be one of a million… who talks until you cant possibly be asleep… but he does. Anders just cannot get sleep. They amaze eachoth tighth-grownOth.


       Interesing. I somehow experian his woman authored sinkim song is FOR me.


     I am tired of teenage waste illogic speak. Fuck this. Honestly. Its almost 2014… my face jaw numb.


      Would Germans f***… 



I write Syntaxsinner.wordpress.com

Its my Vermillion Red soul…
Not my DEEP Sea syvyss BLUE soul

I am comfortable with my disintegrated multiple personalities being separate but harmonious…

I am asexually my own Sponge Bob.
Splooling out
Copies of myself…


|Zaphanathpaneah|… because sometimes you wanna die…
Why not just divide??…

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That Syntaxsinner… he is a mad scientist who used to live in the back yard of MY mind. Then he ran away.

He owes me rent.
As far as I’m concerned… he can go “blog” himself… he is anyway.

He never calls to thank me.

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